What Happened?

What ever happened with us? We drifted apart,
My happiness died that day along with my heart,
I kick myself everyday for letting it happen,
I should have taken faster action,
Now you're with someone new there's nothing I can do,
Except do my best to be happy for you,
Tears stain my face as I remember what used to be,
We were in love the perfect couple you and me,
I'd do anything in this world to have you back,
But you are taken and that's sadly a fact,
What's the point of even trying?
Whenever I think of you I feel as if I'm dying,
I tried to forget you but that's an impossible feat,
He is your number one and I'm sadly obsolete,
My fate is something I just can't escape,
As I slowly spiral down filled with anger and hate,
I should just give up and quit,
My body and mind are done with this shit,
I wish being friends was enough,
But no I have to stay tough,
I have to be strong for you,
Even if it makes me feel blue,
To be honest do what makes you happy I will deal,
Even in this never ending nightmare is real.