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Forever Ended Yesterday.Your love is wearing thin you only love me to get by,
I'm your easy satisfaction just a cheap high,
Do yourself a favor and get out of my life,
I don't need you and I don't need this strife,
A love that is real is what I long for,
One where I don't put in so much effort and feel like a whore,
You're a mirage you look so sweet at first,
But you lack the substance to quence my thirst,
I can't believe you treated me this way,
Bitch forever ended yesterday.
.44My dreams turn into nightmares when I arise,
The tears start pouring from my eyes,
I saw you and I held you only to be ripped away,
But now to start another monotonous day,
I struggle to find happiness in a dark world,
Without you in my arms I'll lay here my body curled,
All I can see is your face,
Helping to bring light to a hopeless place,
Please let me sleep forever,
All I want to do is hold her,
I close my eyes shut clutching that .44,
My tears streaming down my face hitting the floor,
Now I can be with her forever more.
Consumed.My heart is dark and my mind is clouded,
I hear your voice but can't see because it's crowded,
A raven swoops down and grabs at my skin,
My blood hits the ground as it grins,
It's heart full of happiness from causing sorrow,
Flying high in the sky it prepared for a better tomorrow,
Gotta keep holding on like a phoenix I will rise,
With the darkness the inevitable is my demise,
Silence is golden well it's a good start,
But too much silence can destroy a heart.
The End.When the heart breaks there is no sound,
But the feeling is horrible and it brings you down,
I always think back to your face you know it's an image I can't replace,
Your beauty is that of an angel,
You leave my stomach in a tangle,
Sleepless nights and hopeless fights are all I see,
Without you in my arms to comfort me,
The night sky shrouds the world in darkness offering little light,
I dream to hold you in my arms just one more night,
If I could take back every word I've said I would,
Try to take back the bad and renew the good,
Sadly your blood is on my hands and my heart is on the floor,
I remember the day they busted through the door,
I watched you fall and your head bleed,
As they swarmed you for the food they need,
I tried to fight them off the best to my ability,
But I was too weak and they overpowered me,
I had to leave you to die that day,
I left through the back door while you had to stay,
Maybe you made it out? I doubt it,
Too bad they swarmed you in a raging fit,
I love y
Forget MeWhere the fuck has my life gone?
I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks,
So much bullshit and it's all facts,
I've broken the heart of the only woman I will ever love,
I'm fucking lost like an outgrown glove,
Wishing better for myself and you breaking every step of the way,
Looking back on every mistake I've ever made and there's only a few,
It was breaking your heart and turning my back on you,
Worth it is something I'm not,
Who gives a fuck if I get shot,
Alone in the cold rain is all I deserve,
Just go away your energy is wasted on me it's something you conserve,
Don't be a fool like me,
Never let the one you love go,
For their love is all you will ever want to know,
When it's all said and done,
You were always the one,
An insensitive prick is all I will ever be,
Do yourself a favor and forget about me.
What Happened?What ever happened with us? We drifted apart,
My happiness died that day along with my heart,
I kick myself everyday for letting it happen,
I should have taken faster action,
Now you're with someone new there's nothing I can do,
Except do my best to be happy for you,
Tears stain my face as I remember what used to be,
We were in love the perfect couple you and me,
I'd do anything in this world to have you back,
But you are taken and that's sadly a fact,
What's the point of even trying?
Whenever I think of you I feel as if I'm dying,
I tried to forget you but that's an impossible feat,
He is your number one and I'm sadly obsolete,
My fate is something I just can't escape,
As I slowly spiral down filled with anger and hate,
I should just give up and quit,
My body and mind are done with this shit,
I wish being friends was enough,
But no I have to stay tough,
I have to be strong for you,
Even if it makes me feel blue,
To be honest do what makes you happy I will deal,
Even in this never endi
Rammus The Armordillo
They see me rollin' they hatin',
Your lane I will be gankin',
Your build I will be delayin',
You'll be screaming "Oh my he's so op that's gay",
And I be like with a cool look on my face "O.K.",
My mid's complaining about no ganks,
But she's got a friend in me like Tom Hanks,
I'll be there in a second don't worry,
My name is Rammus girl there is no need to hurry,
"Gotta go fast" it's kind of the motto,
Just gotta use it correctly like "YOLO",
I didn't say you could leave come here,
Follow me bro that's my taunt now cheer,
Don't try to run you won't escape,
Your body will only fill with more hate,
You know for this Armordillo who's deciding your fate.
Broken HeartsYou made my heart fall apart with a simple whisper,
My mind became clouded and I could barely whimper,
The love I have for you is eternal,
You gave my life light I was no longer nocturnal,
Heartaches were not a thing,
But that changed shortly after I gave you the ring,
Soon the things that haunted my past became reality,
I try to remember to forget you,
But I break down every time I do,
Tears fill my eyes as I try to say goodbye,
Thoughts filling my head of just why,
Why did we fall apart,
Why did I stick this knife through my heart,
You were my joy and my everlasting light,
But now the dark is closing in and I'm losing the fight,
I would do anything to have you back but it's over now,
There is no when why or how,
You're gone for good and I just have to deal,
This life sucks sometimes so much it seems to not be real,
I will go on always being half satisfied without you,
Left alone in a cold lonely world forever blue.
One More Night.Voices in the air,
Running through life without a care,
That's what it used to be,
Back when living through hell was said metaphorically,
Screams of pain and violence fill my head,
Blood splatters the walls and covers the dead,
I can still see what everything was before it hit,
The world was beautiful to an extent and not complete shit,
I try to hide the pain behind my eyes,
But their taste for blood will surely be my demise,
I'm on my last bottle of water,
My mental state is starting to suffer,
I see images of the fallen in my mind,
I could have saved them at the time,
The Army killed everyone they could see,
But for some reason they spared me,
All I could see was blood and flesh,
Covering the ground like some sort of red mesh,
They were all shot down in front of my eyes,
I used to believe in the Government but now I see they are just lies,
When it comes down to saving people they just kill all,
They love the sound of the bullets piercing skin,
Along with the visual of watching many b
I AmI am single,
but I am loved.
I am not a genius,
but I am intelligent.
I am not breathtaking,
but I have beauty.
I am not a saint,
but I am kind.
To the world,
I am not perfect.
But for someone,
Don't pick a fight with an Artist
Don't pick a fight with an artist
Wanna fight pussy?
Give me yar best shot
Or will you throw a paintbrush at me?
I'm so scared- not
Excuse me? What did you say?
What is a punch you ask?
Of course let me tell you:
A blow with the fist- it's quite a simple task
Are y' gonna cwyyy?
I dunno what you just said
Why don't you let me show you?
I'll f****** punch you and then- boom- you're dead!?
Pardon? What did you ask?
You need a clearer definition?
Of course, let me show you
I'll demonstrate- with out your permission
Ouch! Hey no fair
Dude you are so gay
You write poetry
I'll make you f****** pay!
Discúlpeme? What did you mutter?
I'm gay? Is that what you said?
Perhaps you need some assistance, let me help
I'll be gentle I promise- I did need new ink! In the colour red<
All Her Little ThingsStop hating her for the littlest things.
The things she can't prevent,
The things she can't save herself from..
Stop demanding her to do things,
Things she can't accomplish,
Things she can't imagine being done...
Stop lying to her,
Telling her you love her,
Want her, need her...
When all you've ever done is make her want to
Stop hating her for the littlest things.
The things she can't prevent,
The things she can't save herself from...
When those little things you've done
Take her down...
The little things won't matter anymore.
lung canceri will die with your name on my lips
because there is nothing else i'll need to say.
you are my coffin, my funeral pyre.
as my bones disintegrate, popping and snapping,
you will greedily swallow my ashes
until nothing is left of me but secondhand smoke.
i've danced with you, love, across hospital tile,
the scent of antiseptic cloying as valentine's chocolate.
you dipped me into unconsciousness,
and i willingly closed my eyes.
the intrusion of your scalpel teeth no longer scares me.
you, my rigor mortis soul mate, always take me under.
your tent of frostbitten shelter pulls me down, an anchor,
while i gag on pills too abstract to save me.
forgive me, lungs, of my cigarette abuse,
but i've found happiness in a reaper's cloak.
i find comfort in these carcinogens.
i've made my nest in a swaying tree,
my body destroyed by the nauseous rocking.
they smile at me with pity in their eyes,
scribbling nonsense on those jaw-like clipboards.
their crisp, stark white world still has faith in me,
you've been dead for a year, my deari met you on december 21st,
the longest night of the year.
you had solstice eyes: cold, dark, alluring.
i knew you were not meant to last,
powerful as a gale but fragile as
the tulip stems you snapped,
a sickening cycle of you,
an overwhelming tidal wave.
they say two wrongs will never make a right,
but i made so many bad choices that
i wound up back where I began.
it was too easy to love you,
but getting you to love me back was impossible.
i clawed at your chest until I struck blood,
until my nails split into shards.
you were born a phantom,
and i, your corpse.
holding onto you felt like drowning in quicksand;
i fought but always sank into your arms.
i breathed in dirt, breathed in dust, and
found my organs choked with you,
smothered by your existence.
you sucked out my breath
every time i kissed you.
i died every day with your hand
knotted in my hair.
You left on june 21st,
the longest day of the year.
i bit down sorrow and deconstructed
the labyrinth within me,
the one you hadn't th
.the sun did not
kiss my skin
yesterday, he slept
face around noon
and then went back
to bed; the
Mirror, MirrorMirror, mirror, on the wall,
Watch it crumble, break and fall.
Look at all the bloody glass,
How it reminds them of a severed past.
Watch a reflection slowly disappear,
Looking at all the shattered, crushed mirrors.
A breathless state of mind goes by,
Am I just alive or did I die?
Confused and in an awe,
Careless people unknown to what one saw.
Throat slit so one can't be unlocked,
Too bad the thoughts have become blocked.
Crimson splatters, dripping, breaking away,
Thou shall not know the feeling of all the pain.
Oh, Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Why did you crumble, break and fall?
Eye of the StormI believed I could make the wind blow,
and force the moon to shine at night,
create rainbows just by thinking,
and hold tea parties for fairies in July,
I was the queen of my own graceful lands.
Yet, I grew old and realized,
I am the kind of girl who'd trip and fall,
often for stepping on her own feet.
My crown of diamond and gold
now a rusted piece of bronze,
I lost my throne to treason, my kingdom to hate,
I became the eye of a hurricane,
loaded with mishaps I need to atone.
I felt the soft touches of angels,
and lost my own wings to demons who could crush stone.
Felt the scorching tears run so often,
I knew I must have hit bottom low.
I had nothing holy, no one to call dear,
but here I am, the starting point of my own storm.
I felt fear, clung to shadows,
encased my heart within marble walls,
and threw the keys that can unlock my soul.
So many chances I've lost with no love to seek,
and so many people I turned my back to.
I let the darkness gnaw through my bones.
A stranger walked up to me today...A man walked up to me and asked me for a cigarette… I told him I didn't smoke anymore, and he asked me why? ––I answered "because the person I used to smoke with, isn't around anymore", and he replied…"that's why I smoke."
A woman walked up to me and asked me for drugs, I replied "I have several in store…his eyes, his smile, his hands"…she whispered, "that's not a drug"…and I laughed as I said.. "if only you knew."
A child walked up to me today and asked me to play a game, I told them I was too tired to play games, i'd been playing for years, they replied…"then you must be a pro!", to which I said "yes…a pro at losing."
An old woman stared at me today, and I asked her…"is something wrong?" she answered "I was about to ask you the same question."
© Rocio Belinda Mendez
ValhallaWe stand ready to fight them,
They've come to take our land,
But as we chant these great words,
"Odin, far-wanderer, grant us wisdom,
Courage, and victory.
Friend Thor, grant us your strength.
And both be with us"
Their blood will cover our swords,
We will fight all of the incoming hordes!
Together we stand for one final fight,
One final fight for our homeland!
Stand with me brothers!
Let us rip their throats from their bodies!
The sound of clashing steel rings loud,
I can smell blood and see it as it splashes my face,
They made a mistake when they came to our place!
This is Valhalla our home, our life, and our hearts!
Everything we are is Valhalla we will win this fight!
LithiumA single trickling rain drop
Like gossamer silk strands
Gliding along my third eye
Whispers wind's secret caress
I exhale. Lungs releasing-
Pressing translucent memories;
Fragment of a fragment
As water kisses rose petal,
Drifting down stream's curtain
Pretty little curtain.
Where the wizard lies.
He smiles up at me
With his monocled brow-
Sipping on warm tea
And fingers quacking casually
To the rhythm of his notes
This is a safe-zone. Free-zone.
Innocent eyes sparkle,
Imploring it to be true. I breathe.
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