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DarknessConfused on what to do,
In the beginning I thought the one was you,
but as we go on,
I think I was all wrong,
A forgotten memory,
An unsung song,
Talking to you is like talking to a brick wall,
I build myself only to fall,
Maybe one day your heart will shine through,
But that's a shot in the dark a whistle that never blew,
Darkness clouds what we call a relationship,
Slowly turning into what many know as a relationshit.
Forever Ended Yesterday.Your love is wearing thin you only love me to get by,
I'm your easy satisfaction just a cheap high,
Do yourself a favor and get out of my life,
I don't need you and I don't need this strife,
A love that is real is what I long for,
One where I don't put in so much effort and feel like a whore,
You're a mirage you look so sweet at first,
But you lack the substance to quence my thirst,
I can't believe you treated me this way,
Bitch forever ended yesterday.
.44My dreams turn into nightmares when I arise,
The tears start pouring from my eyes,
I saw you and I held you only to be ripped away,
But now to start another monotonous day,
I struggle to find happiness in a dark world,
Without you in my arms I'll lay here my body curled,
All I can see is your face,
Helping to bring light to a hopeless place,
Please let me sleep forever,
All I want to do is hold her,
I close my eyes shut clutching that .44,
My tears streaming down my face hitting the floor,
Now I can be with her forever more.
Consumed.My heart is dark and my mind is clouded,
I hear your voice but can't see because it's crowded,
A raven swoops down and grabs at my skin,
My blood hits the ground as it grins,
It's heart full of happiness from causing sorrow,
Flying high in the sky it prepared for a better tomorrow,
Gotta keep holding on like a phoenix I will rise,
With the darkness the inevitable is my demise,
Silence is golden well it's a good start,
But too much silence can destroy a heart.
The End.When the heart breaks there is no sound,
But the feeling is horrible and it brings you down,
I always think back to your face you know it's an image I can't replace,
Your beauty is that of an angel,
You leave my stomach in a tangle,
Sleepless nights and hopeless fights are all I see,
Without you in my arms to comfort me,
The night sky shrouds the world in darkness offering little light,
I dream to hold you in my arms just one more night,
If I could take back every word I've said I would,
Try to take back the bad and renew the good,
Sadly your blood is on my hands and my heart is on the floor,
I remember the day they busted through the door,
I watched you fall and your head bleed,
As they swarmed you for the food they need,
I tried to fight them off the best to my ability,
But I was too weak and they overpowered me,
I had to leave you to die that day,
I left through the back door while you had to stay,
Maybe you made it out? I doubt it,
Too bad they swarmed you in a raging fit,
I love y
Forget MeWhere the fuck has my life gone?
I'm on the right train but the wrong tracks,
So much bullshit and it's all facts,
I've broken the heart of the only woman I will ever love,
I'm fucking lost like an outgrown glove,
Wishing better for myself and you breaking every step of the way,
Looking back on every mistake I've ever made and there's only a few,
It was breaking your heart and turning my back on you,
Worth it is something I'm not,
Who gives a fuck if I get shot,
Alone in the cold rain is all I deserve,
Just go away your energy is wasted on me it's something you conserve,
Don't be a fool like me,
Never let the one you love go,
For their love is all you will ever want to know,
When it's all said and done,
You were always the one,
An insensitive prick is all I will ever be,
Do yourself a favor and forget about me.
Mental Disorder Discrimination"You said you've got depression?
No you don't, you attention seeker.
You're just an average teenager with the perfect life
Desperately looking for sympathy."
Stop crying, you coward.
You're just a childish "scaredy-cat".
Blaming your problems on a mental disorder
That doesn't even exist."
"So you're schizophrenic?
Grow the hell up, and stop acting like a child
You're too old for imaginary friends
You callow, juvenile, little twit."
But if we're attention seekers,
Why do we try so hard to hide our feelings from the world?
Why do we isolate ourselves in our rooms,
Desperately hiding the cuts on our wrists
Trying our best to live a normal life?
And if we're simply "scaredy-cats",
Why is our fear so vividly intense?
Unlike simple fear, our anxiety will stick with us forever
A severe long-lasting feeling of powerful panic.
A feeling from which we'll never be free.
Suddenly we're childish for having a mental disorder?
Schizophrenia is not something we can control.
YouIf you’re a girl, you’re a girl.
If you’re a boy, you’re a boy.
If you’re white, you’re white.
If you’re black, you’re black.
If you’re gay, you’re gay.
If you’re bi, you’re bi.
If you’re straight, you’re straight.
If you’re religious, you’re religious.
If you’re an atheist, you’re an atheist.
If you’re mentally disabled, you’re still human.
If you’re physically disabled, you’re still human.
For everything you are:
So who are they to judge you for who you are?
to me you are perfect
I do not know the reasons
for all those scars burning
against your bright skin
you've been soaking
a pain reminiscing from past
we both cannot recollect
yet you are so beautiful..
when night gets darker
and I am the one...
who's hungered to undress
the spirit of you
slowly revealing the layers
coming off from shadows
disguised in desires
craving to be fulfilled
I will caress every corner
of your silhouette
until I figure the true shape
of your heart
I will rub those blisters
softly until every nerve
of you gushes into a river
and you moan into a life
I had promised you
years ago when we began
to breathe into each other
for all the truths
I must swallow
and lessons I must learn
you are the one
I am destined to discover
what it means
to love in perfection
daydreams and monsters.she was a girl.
she ran with the moon,
chased fireflies in the bluegrass, and
watched the reflection of sunsets in rain puddles.
her name was Alice,
and she was a girl.
but to the dragonflies she was a queen,
and to the mirror she was a sister.
the moon was her prince, and the
blinking windows were the eyes
that kept her safe.
she spent her nights making wishes, and she
dragged her fingers along the shooting stars
that were tangled with her vertebrae.
her name was Alice,
and she was a girl.
her body was a river
her mind was an ocean
and her heart was the sky.
she lived in a world where
doves flew in the sea and
whales swam in the
poem for borderlinesif i could concentrate over
seven hundred thousand eyes
at the roof to the numbers stepping
from the nicities & rows
to go back
to the shattered surface
& the ripples beating over the hang
halfway between shallow
biting lips. maybe--
she couldn't have known
that it takes a whole three minutes
for the lungs to
well, maybe she
who, oh well
the white; the haze--
the booming over
the spume and spray
me get out of my head
just pull up the shutters
my tongue the weight to talk
but that's all we'll ever be:
a match burning itself out for
under the backspray of someone else's wheels
ValhallaWe stand ready to fight them,
They've come to take our land,
But as we chant these great words,
"Odin, far-wanderer, grant us wisdom,
Courage, and victory.
Friend Thor, grant us your strength.
And both be with us"
Their blood will cover our swords,
We will fight all of the incoming hordes!
Together we stand for one final fight,
One final fight for our homeland!
Stand with me brothers!
Let us rip their throats from their bodies!
The sound of clashing steel rings loud,
I can smell blood and see it as it splashes my face,
They made a mistake when they came to our place!
This is Valhalla our home, our life, and our hearts!
Everything we are is Valhalla we will win this fight!
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