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Love is Love.If we go nowhere I would be happy with that,
As long as we are together I will be happy knowing this fact,
They say our love is wrong and that we are abominations,
They say we are one of "God's" failed creations,
It's funny because they are clueless about what we are,
That we have massive amounts of love and that we will go far,
Love is love regardless of gender,
These are basic my rights and I'll always be a defender,
I will stand for what I know is right,
Sadly I think it will be a never ending fight,
It's sickening to see how some people raise their kids,
To be racist, sexist, and to hate for no reason,
To bash those around th

Nothing Without You.My dreams are empty as is my heart,
Pain, misery, and anguish are all I feel,
I am a fucking idiot for letting you go,
My brain was saying yes but my heart said no,
Thinking back I should have listened to my heart,
Then my pain would not have had a start,
All I do when I think of you is start to cry,
Tears chilling my cheeks as they fall,
My heart is ice that is all,
I treated you like an object not fulfilling your needs,
Having you made me complete, and brought me life,
But without you all I have is sadness, and strife,
I love you more than anything in this world,
You are the air I breath, and my solace,
A life without you is

Keep Your Head Up.Pick your head up, and never give up
I don't even want to begin to hear a but
You will get through this, and you will survive
Make a better life for yourself, and thrive
I will always be here for you
Even through the good, and the bad
I will be the happiness you never had
This is a promise I will always keep
Your life is something I will cherish
I swear on all that I love you will never prematurely perish
You are the light of my life, and my reason to go on
An amazing, beautiful, and sweet phenomenon
When I dream you are all I see
To others you may not be worth a thing, but you are everything to me
When they give up on you, and

Broken WingsI wish what we had would've lasted
But we fell apart so easily
All I do is cry at the thought of you
I miss you so much, and I need you
Am I the one to blame or is it you?
I wish I could take this all back
But sadly it's over unless we fix it
I'm falling apart without you being you here
My heart is shattering at the thought of being alone
I'll do whatever it takes to keep us together
But I need your support, I need your love, and your touch
This is something I can't do alone for I am only 1 person
Every second without you causes my heart to go through a constant erosion
I know you want to be together but you need to put in effort

You and I.Darkness, sadness, and death loom
Moving towards impending doom
Wondering what to do you stand alone
Feeling hated in your own home
You cut yourself just to get by
Not even having the will to cry
Walking alone you live a life of misery
Happiness is always late on the delivery
I just hope you will never forget me
I will always be here for you I hope you see
We don't need to be around people who aren't for us
Or surrounded by people who are shady like a forest
Please just take the time to smile
Try to be happy once in awhile

At The Breaking Point.A hollow shell is all I feel
How can I even know what is real
All I have is a soul that is broken, and shattered
If I died would it even really matter
So many times I have pondered this question
Sometimes I can't even bare to see my own reflection
I want to rip out my fucking heart
I wish this pain never had a start
It is taking all I have not to take a leap
So I sit here, and cry in silence no peep
My blood covers the sink
As I take time to think
Why am I here
Will my happiness reappear
Searching for a reason to live I stand alone
As I fall to my face I let out only a silent moan

Mind Games.Blood covers my hands as I try to forget a broken past
This nonsense, and fake happiness won't last
Thinking of you only makes me hurt more
I can feel my tears leave my eyes, and hit the floor
You say you will be here for me
But at any slight problem you flee
How do you expect me to stand by your side
When by this simple requirement you won't abide
I see you crying but I can only stare
Trying to find the strength to care
Why can't I just leave this alone
Forget you, and all of the chances you've blown
All you do is cause me pain, and guilt
Tear down the walls that we once built

I think it's too broken for me to stay
I can't sta

Nothing But A Memory.Happiness is nothing but a memory
Walking on shards of glass I feel shitty
Wondering will we reunite
Will you see what you did
Will you end this, and take the plight
I can't stand to listen to you lie
Cross my heart, and hope you die
I have done nothing to fuck up your life
I have not caused you any bit of strife
What you see in her is most likely a quick nut
I can't figure you out, and I can't escape this rut
Man we used to have it all
We used to have a fucking ball
Drugs, sluts, and bad decisions took over
I just wish I had some closure
Sitting here wondering what will happen next is not enough
Living this life wreckless, a

Leave Me To Die.Just go your way, and I'll go mine
It is sad to say our relationship ran out of time
This is the end to something that was great
But sadly it is ending with a bitter hate
You took my heart, and absolutely destroyed it
The murder of my heart a crime you did commit
Because of you I find it hard to be happy
This is a burden I find hard to carry
My cheeks are stained with the tears I have cried
On the ground scattered in pieces is my pride
You took away my innocence, and crushed my life
Put me through so much shit, and strife
I really honestly thought you were the one
But you see we are nothing but done
Sometimes I ask myself why I

A Still Beating HeartYou expect me to wait for you to contact me
You expect me to be by your side through your shit
Sorry bitch that's not me, I have too much pride
Go ahead leave me it's your fault this died
Please get out of my face
You're just a disgrace
You wish for your fairytail ending
Waiting for me to try everything I can to keep us together
Sorry I can't support trash you lazy bitch
Go away from me, and go find another to deal with you
The naive idiot who you can manipulate, you will be the perfect two
Don't ask for me back you heartless fuck
I am done with you forever, you're out of luck
When I left you the first time it was justified
You

Never Forget How Things Used To Be.I should simply just forget about you,
You've changed I hate to say it,
You're not who I thought you were,
What happened to the person who would care when I left,
The person who would appreciate the love I give,
I threw away everything just to have you back,
Now it is love that I lack,
My heart is in pain I can't think,
I should just delete every poem I have ever wrote for you,
Go back to the one that loved me for me,
They always treated me right but I had to ruin it,
Like everything else I had it all and blew it,
Now I am in a prison of my own creation,
Stuck in a never ending cycle of disapointment,
You are not the person I lo

Nothing But Apathy For The Broken Soul

My blood rushes from my veins it's my only relief,
I don't want live anymore,
Beat down like a common whore,
I've messed up royaly,
Please just fucking kill me,
End my stupid pathetic life,
Don't feel bad for I am nothing,
All I feel is apathy,
Don't give me your fucking sympathy,
I'm just a man on the run hiding from the sun,
Who fucked up his one chance at love,
Killing it with my stupidity,
She was everything now she treats me like shit,
I deserve it though it's my own fault,
Thought I was happy then I spiraled down,
Breaking her heart and living life on the ground,
The only thing that can make me happy is my blood covering

ObsoleteYou're left to the side by the one you loved,
You thought they were the one,
The person who completed you and made your heart happy,
But it all went to shit one day,
Your heart breaks, your hands shake, and you don't know what went wrong,
Broken, beaten, and alone you're left to cry with that repeat on that one song,
The one song that explains the situation,
The one that tears your heart into pieces but you love the pain,
Tears falling down your cheeks serving as your only salvation,
As you go through this break-up and feel a transformation,
At the point of almost breaking you stand on your own two feet,
Breaking the bonds of what

I Fought For You.Suicidal thoughts fill my head
All I wish for is to be dead
But one day you came into my life
Ending all of my suffering, and strife
I am happy once again
For I have found a new friend
Sadly I want just a bit more
You are the one that I adore
Walking around dumbstruck, and hurt
Right when I was going to ask for your hand you went for a jerk
So now I am on my knees looking for something to do
The only happiness in my life was you
Broken, and alone I fight for my life
Wondering if I can even survive
I suffered for you, I bled for you, and now I might even die for you

Here's To Forgetting You.You expect me to be at your side
You expect me to be your bitch
Sorry honey I don't roll that way
I won't always be there the next day
My heart is not your personal punching bag
I will not be a backup plan
I have too much pride for that
Fuck this and you
All you bring me is sadness
when he breaks your heart I hope you beg for me
So you can finally take the time to see
We could have had it all you and I
Now you can ask yourself why
"Why did I treat him so badly"
"Why did I think he was going to wait for me"
I am here to tell you that you are not worth it
You know you could have been the one
Our relationship the victim with

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by ~billm2n, Nov 7, 2012, 12:34:03 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Bring me back to the start,
Back when "I love you" was all that we could say,
I think about the decisions I've made everyday,
They haunt me and I just can't get away,
What we have is a status, there is no substance,
I've kept myself from better days because of you,
Left my heart broken... black and blue,
This will be all over soon,
Covering up the hurt of an open wound,
Being with you is like constantly stabbing myself in the chest,
I can't go on with this much blood on my hands,
If you understood how much I wish I could move on then you might understand,
I'm a broken man hoping for something new in this life,
Something to distract me from the pain and strife,
Maybe someone good enough to one day become wife,
My cheeks are stained with the tears I've cried,
Sometimes I'm confused at why I don't just die,
Oh yeah because I don't quit,
I always keep going not giving a shit,
I may be broken and I may cry,
But I can promise that I will never die.

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This is quite old, I found this on my hard drive it's from like February enjoy!

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~Avix215 Nov 24, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

This is excellent! Many deep thoughts went into this, i can see. Very thought-provoking. Love it!

~anaios Nov 9, 2012 Hobbyist Artisan Crafter

I particularly enjoyed this part: "What we have is a status, there is no substance", it's very meaningful

~xila427 Nov 7, 2012 Student General Artist

LOVE <3

~tabbycat21 Nov 7, 2012

i love it. it sounds liek me

~LiveOneLifeAtATime Nov 7, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Somehow... Some... How... You managed to take my exact feelings and thoughts and put them here. I love it, and kudos to you.

~italiano444 Nov 7, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

This is really good, do you write poetry much?

If you want to, maybe you could have a look at my poetry folder and see what you think

~billm2n Nov 7, 2012 Student Writer

I write quite a bit ^.^ I have actually upwards of like 50 poems on here

And yeah I'll go have a look <3

~italiano444 Nov 7, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

wow that is a lot. I don't have that many up. Most of mine I don't even write down or store anywhere. Found that the shower is a good place for poetry creation

~FanaticalPublishing Nov 7, 2012

I like this; if you ever want to get published, look me up: [link]

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