Unreachable NirvanaI wanna hold you in my arms,
I wanna take away all of the pain you feel,
I want to take your breath away my love,
You're the one girl I want but I know could never have,
Everyday I look in the mirror and I shed a tear,
Because I am living through my biggest fear,
Wanting something so bad and never achieving it,
I bust my ass everyday to keep from going insane,
My soul can't keep taking this beating,
I have to move on and forget about the one true love of my life,
Live with the regret of never being able to hold my one and only,
Live with a fucking broken heart and a feeling of emptiness,
Who am I kidding? You deserve much better than I could ever give you,
I'm just a fucking idiot for ever thinking I could have you,
Have a nice life and I hope you find that one to complete you,
Sadly I should just take the time to see,
That never will that person ever be me.
One Last Horrah
My time is up and I've lost my way
My days are through and my blood covers the ground
I've lost the will to live....I'm slowly slipping away
Everything I once had is gone
My friends, family, and my wife
When the Apoc hit I had no idea what was coming
All I could see was her fall unable to keep running
I want to cry but I've run out of tears
But I did last more than a few years
I write this as my final words on this Earth
Fuck I can't even believe this is happening
Where in the fuck! Did I go wrong?
What in the fuck did I do to deserve this?
This is my end...goodbye everyone...
If you find this don't go to the church all life is gone
It's like a zombie feasting marathon
Head East towards shore and find a boat
It is your last and final hope
To my wife....my friends...and my family
I did my best and I'll see you soon...