Nobody

Why do I even try
1 step forward and 2 steps back I slowly die
When we hang out it is pretty fun
But when I'm gone into his arm's you run
I know he is on your mind 24/7
You contemplating your own personal heaven
This is what I feel
At night I think how could this be real
The girl I love fucks with my heart
Beating it ruthlessly from the start
My soul is torn and tattered
But it's not like I matter
A pawn in a game is all I am
You only act like you give a damn
Please go away from me
Let me be a nobody