Love's Misery

With a subtle whisper and no strength I fight,
I pick myself up just to fall again it doesn't feel right,
So many fall in love so easily,
But I find myself being way too picky,
I pinch myself just to make sure I'm alive,
My heart is full of darkness and I have no hope to thrive,
We have that one that we think is it but they get away,
You're in love at the start but slowly your feelings go astray,
When you see them with another you're will go move on crumbles,
Your heart shatters as you can barely find the power to stumble,
The worst though it's like having your heart ripped out and spit on,
Is when they offer to be best friends... it's like a non-stop heartache marathon,
You know you were meant to be,
But you have to learn to be happy,
And say to yourself "I have to let them be happy even if being happy means not being with me."